What's been happening in my creative world: my trip to San Sebastian, new product designs, my approach to life's challenges and some very personal notes.

You're probably aware by now but a big part of my creative time is spent developing delicious recipes for my Patreon & YouTube crews on top of everything else I've been documenting on this blog. Back in 2012, I launched my first culinary blog, Zesty&Spicy.com, after my first burnout because cooking had always been my way to relax outside work, so, I figured, why not create an online page where I can share this passion with the world, maybe gain visibility for another skill an

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There is this childhood photo of me, around two or three years old, on my birthday, stuck between two of these paper birch trees on my grandparents' property that I find pretty iconic.

In the tarot, The Empress card is a sign of abundance, deep-rooted in feminine energy. Often depicted as pregnant, she embodies nurturing, creative, calm, collected, spiritually connected, and wealthy, royal energy.

It's a jungle out there and I feel lost. One side is asking to be tamed, the other to be embraced. What shall I do?

Are we the same, aren't we? So, why are we not talking anymore?

Today's video represents only my opinion based on my own experiences. I do not claim to know everything about the industry or how others involved are living their experiences, and this video is in no way trying to dismiss other experiences people may have in the adult industry.